1 I scramble off the tiles while trying to reach my mentor’s room. I got out of the door, across the hall, and wait for a response to my knock. No response. I push inside and am confronted by a defiled space. Half-eaten plates of food, shattered liquor bottles and pieces of broken furniture from a drunken rampage litter his quarters. In a tangle of sheets on the bed, he lies, unkempt, unconscious.
2 I called his name and shook his leg, but it obviously isn’t enough. Still, I give his leg a few more shakes before resolving to pour the water from the full pitcher down on his face. He comes to with a gasp and starts slashing around wildly and blindly with a knife.
3 “Oh. You,” he says. By the sound of his voice, I can tell that he is still in a drunken state.
4 I decided to start off simple. “Haymitch,” I begin.
5 He laughs as he says, “Listen to that. The Mockingjay found her voice. Well, Plutarch’s going to be happy.” He, in his drunken state, makes things worse as he takes another swig. “Why am I soaking wet?” The pitcher was lamely dropped from my hand into a pile of dirty clothes.
6 “I need your help,” I say.
7 Haymitch filled the air with liquor fumes as he belched. “What is it? More boy trouble?” I suddenly felt a sense of hurt Haymitch can rarely deliver to me. Haymitch must have known, because even in his drunken state, he tries to take back his words. I was already in the doorway when I heard the thud of Haymitch hitting the floor. The assumption can be easily derived that he tried to follow me but in his drunken state, he obviously failed.
8 I meander through the mansion and hide in a wardrobe full of silken cloth. I tore it off from the hangers till I have a pile big enough for me to burrow into. I find a stray morphling tablet and chew it dry. This feeling of being swathed by silk is like a caterpillar awaiting metamorphosis. I always assumed it would be a peaceful process. It was at first, but soon I began to feel trapped and suffocated by the silk, unable to free myself, until I transformed into something of great beauty. I keep trying to shed my ruined body, but I just wasted enormous effort only to remain as hideous as ever.
9 Guards found me and I fought them, until they convinced me they were helping me. Choking garments were peeled off me; I was escorted back into my room.
10 The promise of I kill Snow stands, and the day of his execution finally comes. I was suited up in Cinna’s Mockingjay suit, and my prep team did a miracle on me such that I look normal on the outside but still a wasteland on the inside.
11 A tap on the door and Gale, my old hunting partner, steps in. “Can I have a minute?” he asks. My prep team bumped into one another and excused themselves. “I brought you this.” Gale holds up a sheath. I took it and noticed that it contains a single, ordinary, harmless-looking arrow. But looks could kill. “It’s supposed to be symbolic. You firing the last shot of war.”
12 “What if I miss?” I say. “Does-“
13 “You won’t miss.” Gale cuts me off and adjusts the sheath on my shoulder. “Shoot straight, okay?”
14 Just before the execution, the remaining victors have to vote whether to have a last, symbolic, Hunger Games. I voted yes for my sister and it went four to three in favour of having a Seventy-Sixth Hunger Games.
15 People sweep into the room, I entered and the crowd went wild. After I took my position, Snow was marched in and the crowd went insane. They secure his hands to a post which is unnecessary. There’s nowhere for him to run. Not like he wants to, anyway. We were at a narrow terrace in front of the mansion. No wonder no one bothered to have me train. He was practically at an arm’s length away.
16 I felt the bow purr in my hand. Reach back, grasp the arrow. Aim at the rose directly on his heart. Pull. Release. But watch his face. I search his eyes for a hint for anything. But it only had the same look of amusement that ended our last conversation, as if time itself rewinds and he’s speaking the same words again. ”Oh, my dear Miss Everdeen. I thought we had agreed not to lie to each other.”
17 We did agree. He's right.
18 The arrow point shifts upwards and I release the string. He collapses of the side of the balcony and plunges to the ground. Dead. President Alma Coin.